Tuesday, May 12, 2009

kind of a blue day

I think that we all have days like this...days when we're just kind of sad because of something going on in our lives.

Today I am sad because there will be a big change coming up in my life soon...not life-changing in a huge way but I'm having to give up something that I've been doing more than a year and because of it I feel sad. I think it will be great for many people involved and I wish them all the luck in the world. I don't know how much I can say...not that my blog readership is that big...the news isn't really out besides general info to the consultants but there will be some changes-good ones for the consultants who work for AC Bailey- changes to the design team member requirements that won't allow me to stay on the team. Makes me sad, but it's something I can't commit to with other things I have going on in my life. There...I'll have to leave the team and it makes me sad...There may be a new design team call, I am not yet sure, and those of you who are consultants for the company or would like to become so (it is a direct-sales company that sells awesome scrap supplies from companies we all love like October Afternoon, Bo Bunny, American Crafts, Cosmo Cricket, etc. and has a great kit club as well) you'll have to check it out! It's been a fabulous company to do work for.

I know that when one door closes another one opens for us eventually and I hope that's the case. Being on the AC Bailey design team has been such a pleasure for me, wonderful because of all the people I've met, wonderful because of the other ladies on the team who have become my friends, wonderful because of our great boss and owner of AC Bailey, Erica. It's been more than I could have asked for in a design team experience and I am sad today thinking about it, thinking about no longer being on the team.

Ok, enough whining from me...I will bow out gracefully and accept things as they are and wish everyone the very best. I still have a little bit longer before I really have to get weepy and just move on with other things.

Thanks for enduring my weepiness...just one of those days...I'll go eat some chocolate and watch some old episodes of "The Gilmore Girls" and all will be well. Or, maybe I'll go work on one of my scrappy projects that I need to get done.

Have a great day. Stay tuned for my May AC Bailey projects that I'll post today as well.

1 comment:

Sherri said...

Aw, Becky, I am sorry for your state of heart right now. I empathize with you, as I'm sure it feels awful to have your plans change for you, and not be in control of when, where, and how things should change. I wish you peace as you navigate the next steps and allow your hold on AC Bailey to loosen. Great things are still to come I'm sure.